I been in a difficult position these last two weeks unlike ever before,maybe the most confusing situation i ever been.I will start by saying that there will be always one who will make you feel as if you were the most smallest thing on earth,like if you are the most unsignificant thing in this universe but you can't let that bring you down,you have to deal with it and let go of it,It's not worth your time and energy....you can't let that torment you on the contrary,you have to be better than that and swear to yourself that you won't feel like nothing ever again in your life,because you are something,you are something and you are someone!
The good side is that there will be always a friend who doesn't say she wants you around,but she does say it in her eyes,she wants you to be with her a while,we all get lonely,we all need someone to talk to.That person that you knew little about,can be the friend for you,your coolest company,it's wonderful how we all have our bunch of obsessions,our tastes,our past,our stories,our secrets,like the one who doesn't want to tell you the truth and lies,and i don't blame nobody,because i wanna protect myself too but at a certain point,you have to open up and trust........
I don't hate it,i don't judge it but we all have the devil in the shoulder,we all have our alter egos,our double life and ....it's allright!
There will be always someone who loves you but says it with kisses and shows it,there is always someone doesn't know how to act,there will be always someone busy but longs to be close to you,there will be athers who are far away thinking about you and worrying.....
Life is precious and it's amazing to be alive,when you are about to lose,it's when you have a new life and you have to celebrate it!
Im traveling back to Jordan to drop off my mom and will be training a maid to take care of her,my mom 's state has been progressing for the better.Hopefully i will be back here in the next couple of months...
I spend with her the most beautiful days of my life and i found with her what i dreamed of! It's been a rollercoaster and it's about to end,im excited for my life,i wanna do something for me.....i wanna think of me,because im gonna live from the beginning!
What's good that i 've been hanging out with my nieghbour Rose,she is an amazing person,i been living almost years next to her and not only this month we bonded....it's a blessing to have her as a friend.We have been to rides and McDonald's and crappy movies,i wish i can see some more friends before i leave tomorrow.Im set to fly this 30th and im a little nervous,you know that rush you get before you take a plane....and the departure day apporaching.I pray everything will be in my lord's hands and we will be safe! Maybe the next time i blog,i will be in Jordan!
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