~Sameeh~

Wanted to blog earlier this week but.......didn't feel like! I guess it was a rough weekend,im homesick in an official way! There were days i didn't wanna wake up,there were days i feel like doing nothing.....
But we can't just complain at the middle of the way,i had a friend that cried,we can't cry and leave it all behind,this is what life's is about,keeping going,undergo the bitter and the sweet.Once a English teacher said "No Sweat,No Sweet"! We can't just lay and throw it all,we have to go on,life won't wait for us,life won't help us,we have to help ourselves,upgrade ourselves to be better!

I made a new friend,Amer Hasan and im glad he is one of my friend,he is a personthat i felt good with and wanted to be transperet from the beginning.He came over my place after i saw him the first time.We met at Albaraka Mall and got to know each ather,he is fun.I made some burgers when he came to my place.
I been writing as well,i wrote a couple of new songs in Spanish,sometimes my soul speaks in Spanish,sometime it doesn't...."Como Quisiera Vivir" was posted on a note in my Facebook.It's a warm-hearted song which speaks about that person that we fall in love with,that we want them around,we want to fall in love all over again,as if we were reborn.It talks about what happens when they are away and what thier love represent and how it will always there!

I created the Mauricio Velez actor's fan club in Facebook,i have just a few people.I had the luck to look him up and found him there,send him a request but i don't know!

I bought some movies too,one of 'em was Egyptian "HEYA FAWDA" but Arabic movies are never good enough for DVD,so it's better if it's watched in the cinema.I watched Vicky Cristina not Aguilera,Barcelona and it was interesting,no doubt entertaining,new twist,new tastr,Rebbeca Hall is so hot! Revolutionary Road was total HARDCORE,the acting was simple and just believable,it was awesome to see Leonardo and Kate again together,it was all so real and beautiful! All the hard work is clearly shown throughout the movie and they did an amazing job!
Seven Pounds just saw it last night,it's been 3 nights since i play it and fall asleep at the middle so i had to rewatch the whole thing each time,the movie was gripping,shocking and outstanding! It was just BRAVO! It made me sad a little and it's message was obvious,we need to help ather people in need! Next THE READER,Kate Winslet is quickly becoming one of my favourite actresses and im interested in seeing movies done by her!

I drawed a portrait of Marinelli last March when i was in Panama,this took my just about 10 minutes with just the lights of the tv helping me.I just had got it downloaded,it will be in my Arte page,i often draw,im not a pro just a normal guy,i am just a normal guy so don't hate on me!

Hugs for everyone---

So had the chance to go out a few days back and visited my cosuins in Shmesani where i fromerly used to live.Went out ate SHAWERMA!! (gracias Nadia!) i was craving it since a long time,omg they taste so good! Walked in Jabal Hussien,checked the malls and last went to Mazzika store and bought lots of Cd's,now i own all of Ne-Yo's three albums,Dido's Safe Trip Home,Kelly's All I Wanted,Fall Out Boy's Folie A Deux,Marwan Khoury's "Original but not really" Ana Wel Lail.My cousin lend me some movies,Vicky Cristina Barcelona,Pink Panther 2,among ather titles,excused myself to leave and after that went home and on the way,bought Mall Cop,ZACK AND MIRI MAKE A PORNO,lol i always wanted to watch it,i
mean Seth Rogen and Kevin Smith together,that's something!
I watched it,liked it,lots of dirty jokes and outstanding performances by all the characters,but i question myself if Elizabeth Banks was suitable for the real,either way she did pretty good.Seth is the new new geeky chubby Jim Carey.Craig Robinson was awesome,applauds for him! I only felt that it was kinda distracting towards finishing,ended too soon and.....nevermind me! Still nothing could have beaten Smith's imagination and the effort of everybody.Smith took Apatow's team and did a amazing job! All in all....SMART!

Mall Cop,our favourite King of Queens Kevin James returns to the screen as Paul Blart,dedicted siingle dad with a job in the mall as a cop not a security guard which is a big diffrence as he states! Mall Cop had some funny moments but there was too much talking.It was Co-written by James.It was an ok work,i think his real wife appears in the beginning of the movie,no wonder since the set was in a real mall as well,the film-makers allowed her to shop with thier kids!
James is already a comedian and he is great at it,somehow the movie lacked something.Not his best nevertheless not his worst! He did what he could.....

Pink Panther 2....thought there were too many stars in the movie,Steve Martin is a funny man and he makes Clouseau but the movie is pointless,Emily Mortimer takes on a more on-screen role,Jean Reno which i always liked has less time screen,each of Alfred Molina,Andy Garcia and Yuki are unimportant,Aishwarya Rai is goregeous but her in the movie,isn't the same as Beyonce'? It was all sorted out,no mysterious events,there was 3 years apart from the first and they only came up with script? Im not gonna kill it off,just saying it was average,nothing special,you won't miss anything if you don't watch it!
Im planning to watch Vicky Cristina Barcelona soon.

Been listening to all the music i had,but im a natural drooler for Fall Out Boy,i only cacthed up on them since Dance,Dance,and theni bought Infinity On High,anything from before,i never listened to it or have it.Thier new album Maddness shared by two = Folie A Deux,is nicely done,good hooks,addictive tunes with wierd lyrics all over! Dido's Safe Trip Home is so calming and easy...feels so personal and cosy!

I been thinking as well to make a Facebook group about talented funny Colombian man Mauricio Velez,who got big with stand up comedies,commericals and telenovela "Nuevo Rico,Nuevo Pobre" as well as a part in "Divinas Tentaciones","El Cartel",had his major role in "Muñoz vale X 2" which i started to watch faithfully in Panama but sadly had to travel to Jordan sans finishing it.....so maybe i will give it a try----

I wanted to take this chance as well to say that life is a work in process,nobody ever tells you how to act and live your life.We do mistakes so we can learn,all those parenting books will just give you a minimal idea of what to await but they won't tell you how you should deal with your baby,untill the real thing happens,untill you have your feets in the mudd,you will see how it's like.We are always told not to sleep with athers,not to smoke,cheat and not to do this and that,but somehow we we do at the end,to know how it's like.....luckily we have a God who is generous to forgive our doings and we ask to be forgiven! Nobody ever tells us what to do,they only give you an idea and you have to throw yourself at it,hoping you are doing the best thing! Nobody really prepares you for the real stuff,no matter how many times you are told stuff,you are the one who is in that situation and you will figure it out on your own!....

(by the way i couldn't kill the Roccoon,the one i have in my head,yeah,i have to cutt my hair!)

Hugs~

It's not a week here in Amman and i already miss Panama like hell,i came by winter's end (I'm told!) And i can't stand it,my body have to get used to it,i guess....
I got no sense of time too.When it's night,i tend to be awake and when it's daytime,i sleep.I saw my family,my nephews,my cousins and uncle.Im doing the regular.Before i left Panama,I had the chance to go out with Tatiana,ate with her,saw her place,picked some gifts for my twin.And the day after i went out with my friend Celmy and her BF,went to Mi Pueblito,hang out there,took pictures,ate then to Coastway.Came home,then went out with my neigbours,watched Underworld III,it was plain but it was ok.Was glad i watched it with my nieghbour.Afterwards went home,slept,made breakfast,showered,dressed and was in the Tocumen airport,said bye bye and flew to Bogota,both some snacks,checked my email.Got into the plane,10:44 hours to Paris,Watched movies,nap,got out,Paris,Amman,the flight was a chaos,typical arabian fighting seats and talking loud....guess i was in the right plane lol,mom slept almost all the way,next to me sat a french DJ La Lune Rousse.Talked for a bit,he had a show in Aqaba,Talal Bay Hotel something...

I didn't leave the house much here,i have bunch of things to do.But got my hands on Samo Zain's new album "Lik Lawahdak" which sounds spectacular,the clip "3ayez Mini Eh" is already out (Which by the way,it's a imitation of Pepsi's propaganda with Justin Timberlake),it's incredible how this guy likes to dance,it's was allright but the effects had to be more clever and realistic!.

The album is great,all the songs are amazing,i have to say being a fan,i found similarity in the tunes with his last effort "Aref Eh".But all in all,it's a smart record.

Also got Saoud Abu Sultan 2008 CD and i love his voice,love what he did in the album,it has out-standing lyrics and music!.

Ather than that,not much new,i was about to meet a friend but apologized to her,thought it wasn't a good time and my twin wasn't here.He has exams.I fixed my room,unpacked,got everything set up,the tv and my dvd.Have to cook something tomorrow and maybe i go to my cousins house and go somewhere.
Oh and i updated my Poem Page here with a poem called "In Another World" only on the website because im posting some songs on my Facebook these last weeks.In Panama i drawed a Martinelli's portrait,i need to download it here as well.I can't wait to see my friends again!
Happy Bday Rose...
So untill then,folks----