~Sameeh~

So nothing really interesting the last few days or weeks,lets´say,ather than spending the weekend over my granma´s but a friend that i met thru my twin came to visit me,Tatiana is a graphic desginer http://tatiana.jimdo.com She has some photography that i saw and i liked it.I asked her to bring her nice camera along for a little session with me.I had been thinking of the poses and draw them,had the ideas for the shoot,decoration,location.We did it behind my house and i wanted to be as real as possible.She had some ideas too which i liked and was bendable with her direction.We took a bunch of pictues and i really enjoyed being in front of her camera.We were in talk of doing some retouching and fix some pictures but i seemed like couldn´t wait and posted them on my flickr http://flickr.com/photos/bobbyocean
I now can start to watch movies on my DVD i brought from Jordan,just bought a connection because like my DVD has a foregin switch so the connection was to able it to function.As i have mentioned on my web as well to everybody that i love the Food Network,love love! So been watching it,and just looking thru my old People magazines and listening to old cd´s i had since 2005/06,lots of memories as well as my old songs from that time,feels so surreal!

That´s all for now folks.....Chao

So i arrived to Panama,it´s been about a week or so.The flight was hectic THREE PLANES.I came with mom,since last year i left Panama for a breif period of time and went to Jordan so i can take care of mom,She suffered an incident and so all the family had to deal wth it.We have been very patient and compassionate with her so she can have an excellent rehabilitation and come-back.
The last day in jordan was cool,got to hang out with my twin friends Adel (IMAM) and Mohanad (Qubros) ate outside,drove around,shopped for my flight.Went back home,prepared and packed,airport,say goodbye,plane,travel.
Im glad we got safe and sound but it´s not how the story end,lol i miss my siblings,they used to help me a lot with mom but anyway guess now i have to manage to do it by myself all the time.We are spending this weekend over my granny and it´s cool.I have fallen in love with cooking ever since my mom got sick and so i had always cook for her and i found more reason to cook now watching the Food Network and there is some Cuisine books and today over my granma i made Salad A Lá Niza and it was a success,they liked it.
Haven´t done much except getting the house tidey and take care of mom.Haven´t told much people im here because it will be unfair to let them know and they would want to go out but i can´t because i have someone to take care of.
Watching over mom is a pleasure and a duty,there is no place or someone i would rather be except here by her side! I came to be more mature and humble with mom´s situation and Inshallah i hope for the better always.

Im announcing that my website will be inactive,well often inactive because im busy.I will be blogging weekly at least,update the site whenever it´s possible.
Im glad to be back home!

I write you from Panama with love.....

Woke up at 10 am,showered,shaved,got dressed to wait Harout,had a visit from my uncle's wife.Then Harout came,we went to his place,meet up with Sarah ("Sharkas" Who wrote me a cool card,THANKS!) and her cousin from Lebanon and Karoun.Had lunch at BK,walked around Swiefiye for somethings Karoun had to buy for school,went to Albaraka Mall and hang out there for a while,then the girls left and me and Harout met with his gang at Caribou Coffee.Then half of them went to bring thier jackets but one of them stayed with us,walked to Wikalat St for a little which was crowded like hell.Met another friend Zaid and said goodbye to him.Decided to leave because the gang didn't come soon and it was freezing.Went to Harout's place,had some hot drink,got in the room and chatted and saw our Facebooks,took some farewell pictures together.Then his cousin Shant showed up,they wanted to go to a place called "Amigos" or something but i had to come back to the house,it's cold outside.

Tomorrow will be the last day of the Eid as well as my last day here in this town,i will have to visit some people and see them in the morning and hopefully just pack at noon,buy a few things,copy all my files,get my clothes ready.Get some time alone to mentally perpare myself,breathe deeply.

Now i wanna thank Harout for the great friend he has been with me,i haven't been attached to a lot of people since i suddenly appeared in Jordan last year as much as with him,Harout is a magnificant guy who i totally love and will miss dearly! I Wish him the best of all and i hope a day in life will bring us together....

"DR.QADRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
:)