~Sameeh~

I haven´t blog in a big fat while now,don´t know if i will write much,i been busy.This month is "El Mes De La Patria" and it was nice to see all the patriotism reflecting in almost everywhere.I am Panamanian,born here,although i lived here and i know this place since a long time but i can´t help but to feel like an alien.Im not saying im a 100% Jordanian,i would be a liar if i would say that.Im not Jordanian,will never be.I love Jordan a lot,for God´s sake,i grew up in that land and knew lots of people there,i lived a third of my life there and i will always love it.Im half of both worlds,i am Panamanian but i don´t feel that i belong here.Im a stranger in my own country who can believe that? I am Latin Arabian,i can´t say im really from any of those countries.I am a citizen of the world.....i will always know that wherever i live....either here or somewhere else...my heart is my country and home is where my lover is.....

 

I had my friend Celmy over my house last month,i cooked dinner,watched WALL-E and it was nice to see her again.I love her dearly,she is one of the few people i remained close after quitting jobs and in the course of the years.Ather than that,we were over my granma's only a week and we stayed here,there is a clinic with great therapy for my mom so we stayed.Everyday for 20 days,i have to go with mom and wait 'till she it´s her turn.It´s been good but i can´t wait 'till it´s over and we can go back home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss my Food network,my DVD,my kitchen and house so much! I hope these days end fast.December is coming or "floding" as the word just flashed thru my head.I bought a t-shirt from Zara,i will see when can i get some time off and walk in the city.I miss being alone a bit.....